quickie one..

Today is the last day of 2009~
which means my last day of having fun in this year~
I will post my resolutions and blah blah blah latahhhs~

nw going out with amy and chin wei for some tea..
and Then, back fer BBQ~yayyyy~haha




ciao bellas^^




*currently missing someone badly~

home sweet home.

ciak ciak..>.<~
I love you guys..haha
This is a late post~
no time on9 arrr..
pity me...
how I wish that i can stuck in front of my pc for an effing 24 hours non stop without the interruptions from my siblings~yawwwwn~lalalaa,big sister like would let them be.LOL
Back to da topiccccc~
That day,
Me,mummy and her friends,and me tagged along went to see some new houses in Juru.
some showhouses.
Big bungalows.
which I don't have one.
wuwuwuwu...
Auntie Catherine drove us there.
and pooffftt~it was ,NICE~
Ithought it would be a super boring one,
but it ended up being fun unexpectedly.
next time i have to tell maself,
dun underestimate certain things,cuz u really can find something fun in anything,
whether its eff-ing lame or boring.

took some pictosss with my w910i~^^
look at those designs~
maybe they are common for u guys~
but I think its damn innovative as u can seee down there.weewee..look yahss~




this is da hall..damn nice~designer's hands



da bedroom!!!!!so princess-y~





awww,mann,love this^^


look abit messy huh..




that mangkuk quite cute horr..haha...grey bathroom



behind the bed,there is also this compartment,where we,i mean ppl who loves baju and bag and shoes,to put our collection..hahahaah





yawww~=]]]





Uncle looking at da design^^~




down hall~




dining site..damn cool~



nerdy place~but still so cool~haha



see,some fat.posey gal hiding under this white cupboard..LOL



this design..hehe.~my future room



muacksss~


office?someone..?


LOl~my eyes felt like bulging out noe when I look at those showhouse~yahhs,the price is also quite nice~~~

well,all i could do is just.....
dream of a new ,super cool~designer's masterpiece home..

tillhere then~

ciao bellas^^
take care..

Syndrome.

hey.helo hye.ciak ciak>.<
cam whored that day since it was so damn boring.
Just post up here for fun~
enjoy it babeyhh~

fakey smiley which I love to throw at biatches~



Oh honey, I just wokup..with those puffy face and eyebags.




Randomness,I noe it sux~LOLLLL



Ciak ciak vivienne~



credits to Amy=DDD




Wheres another half..?am so fierce here~and zhi jian said it looks like ju-on..xDDD



The reason why I love eyeliners so much..





love ya dz pitchaa





fierce tho~fierce fierce vivien~






Emo~!!!kuya kuya~=]



Awww~this one~



these are out of randomness~
If they caused any irritation to yahss,LOL,jz click the X box right up there..xDD
ciao then~

Look who's coming back.

So they are coming back~aww i really missed them so much.oops,sorry.Fyi,that pretty lady up there is my cousin,Elyne.And look,Oscar is looking taller and FAIRER.haha....and there is also baby Natalie who is super duper cute.U feel like pinching her when u look at her even at the first sight.Yay, they're coming back today.....yawww,I feel like jumping.haha~So ,now I am waiting for their call^^

This big mane of mine~

The last days of my holidays are wayyy borriinnnnggg than usual.
finished playing.
finished having fun.
finished relaxing.
finished the lovey-dovey thingy.
finished getting new clothes~(muaxxx~)
finished spending~
finished gooing totally berserk and insane and did everything that was out of mind~

except for this,
I havent have a new hairstyle yet~how sad it is~~duhhhh~
so before the new year starts,I gotta do something with it,hehe=]
LOL~my hair is too straight,which means its getting boring-er~LOL...
browsed thru the web to get something new fer my new hairstyle..^^

kinda love this harstyle=D
the layers are apparent and of course sweet
tho this caucasian isnt as cute as the real girl,but the hair is not bad,think twice
Loveeeeee the fringe~more a less like mine before.
like this da most~^^
And this!!!!weeeweee~that means i gotta layer my hair and re-straightened it,which means it would oh so totally borriiinng again~
This?I do support this^^~but damn school wont let any highlights on our hair~or else...*evil grins*



I am booking an appointment now~weewee^^

laziness spoils it~=DDD

I think im being lah-zee and lahh-zierrrr.Or maybe I am really not in the mood to blog.Blahhh.Mann,I am trying to sort this out.Its gonna be a mess to me.Clear everything in my mind,those rubbish and all,SHIT.I will do it.

Weirdo~

Till now i only realised that~im such an Idiot..LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL~
don't ask me why.

Party-ing~!!!!!!!

I got straight A's~
and I'm super duper hyper right now~haha
gotta party now~=]

updating later..
ciao~
love you guys^^

Screammmmmmm~!!!!!!

Results are coming out tomorrow....~
Its just barely 24 hours from now...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~
I can't face it if I get something unexpectedly~
May God bless me.
damned~
Hate this feeling that made me suffer~
loathe it.

I'm scared.

Love Evan Yo~=]

Hi~Holla~
I'm going to introduce a dude to you guys if you guys don't know him
Well,he is super talented in music and has a cute and kawaii face-----he is Evan Yo~=]

Awww~love him when he is with his musical instruments^^


super cute face



Nice one^^

A pro in violin..=DDD



Prettayh face.



I love his songs so much~
They suit his vocal so much~which is powerful and magnectic, and mesmerizing~
Evan, Aishiteru~~~

This is one of his songs~寂寞 好了~
a very sad ballad type..listen ya^^


寂寞 好了

拼命的上网 闷坏的胸口让我
想大声的呐喊
我努力不放 你冷淡 你让分手就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了 还是一天? 计算着慌张
计程车上的音响 我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了

坚强外表下 我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝我却很失落
秋天过了 冬天漫长 欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放

夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
没有你 心放空了 寂寞好了




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=18E94LOtwuk

Watch this video~you will love this song=]

Guys' day out~jom shuffle.~xD

Hey~=)

Yep,two days before I went out with Wan, Adam,Fries, and Wallace tagged along with me to erm, landmark Central to watch the shuffle competition and plus hanging out.It was fun,being with them,the whole gang was here.Mum dropped me and Wallace before she went to Kulim for some errands to run.Received a message from Fries once I reached there. His message was short,really short ,compared to last time which he used to type long long messages to remind me of this and that and I really missed that moment~dahhhhhh~let bygones be bygones,people has to move on,ayte>=)~Replied him to inform that I had reached there.Then,another message from..Shu Kai.He said he wanna come.Fine,let him be. I felt lazy to replied him and my hands were getting cold tho it was a scorching day..LOL~I dunno why.Was that a symptom of any pre- meeting frens syndrome.?LOL...

I wore a singlet with a hoodie and skinny jeans with my white super funky sneakers.Look,it was a combination of black,blue and white.=)~I hoped it looked good on me, Or they thought so.Went up to da second level.Gave fries a call as he wasn't there,no one picked up.Then, called Wan.Again.He picked up at last.Met him a the Bowling lounge.Saw Adam.Blah...then we waited at the pavilion up there for fries.I miss fries~it has been so many days siince I last saw him.I was lost in my thoughts. Ifelt like screaming to him that I really missed him.T__T~nevamind,just keep it inside me.I was pondering about this and that until Fries showed up.I smiled. awww,he was still the same,but slightly more stranger-feeling...i dunno why.come on Fries~~~

So we lepak-ed there while waiting for the competition to start.Talked some rubbish with them and laughed and laughed~Then,my cellphone vibrated.I knew it was shu kai~wan called him my 'stress'~man,he is so damn desperate towards me.He wanted me to go to the cinema alone with him.I scowled.the other guys sensed something wrong and they started to make up stories blah blah blah,trying to annoy me more.

I re-arranged my thoughts before having fun with them,I mean those guys,Fries went insane once he heard the hard bass beats.LOL...I laughed like hell seeing him demonstrating some stupid shuffle stunts,which he thought was funny.Yeah,it was funny.Then,we went on playing and looking at people shuffling and non-stop condemning their this and that.Until I realized my wallet was gone.MY NEW WALLET.the cream color wallet.Tears welled out~awww,I knew it was embarrasing,but I was...down.my money, everything.I lost around RM80++~But thank god I still have these guys to give me comfort.Thx dudes~=]

My " stress" was here.I saw him!!!!damn,I hid behind Fries,I followed Fries everwhere he went.But he saw me at last.Fine, talked to him for a while.Then, when wan,adam and fries was in the arcade,he asked me to walk around with him.~I just followed.Fries gave me a long face.Mannnn,I felt sorry.

Walking with my stress was ok.He looked matured tho he is just 16.HE looked elder than Fries who is older than him.Okay,fries has a cute face,not like him.LOL~I was speechless,First time happened to me.We walked around and talked~then he asked me some questions which annoyed me so much.Then,he held my hands~fine~ i cant do anything~eff it.Suggested that we went up back. This was the first time we met up since he last got my number from dono which alien.After talking to him,I realised that he isn't as bad as I imagined,just a lil bit despo.~Left my gang for a while,I knew Fries would be angry.Then, we watched the comp together.god damned,something happened there~~~~~~~~blah...

After that,I hanged out with wan,Adam and Fries again.It made me more comfortable.We went in to da snooker area.eww..smoke~~~hate it.Then, back to da shuffle area again~hmm.looked at them shuffling..

Went back around 6pm.LOL~tired and stress-out because of my stress.Wan asked me something I hate to listen and answer.So I was really stressed out.What bout Fries? ~I don't know him.~~~ At night,I start to yearn for my stress.LOOK~i dunno whats going on with mr .and I hate it~Do I have a choice?

When you are lost,do you talk to a cat?~

So,quickie.=)
Went back from the guys' day out.
Got a brain haemorrage.
At last,causing me to strand in this situation..
so guys,happy dy?vadddaaa vadddaaa..
Why I have to face this consequences?
Is there any choice for me?

Nervous X Anxious.

I don't know what I'm gonna wear there~owwhh..headache,opened my wardrobe~found some combination of black and white.Pulled out.Remebered what Fries had told me that day(he said my clothes are sexy.LOL,then he asked me to wear something erm,better?)aww,I'm so nervous.Fine,I will put on something decent.But I don't think that my garbs are indecent in anyway.Maybe he is just conscious.But I still appreciate that.

Gonna meet those guys later.I'l update tomorrow or when I'm back.~nervous.zzz

Girl's day out~tadaa^^

Hey~yesterday I went out with my two best girlfriends,Amy and Chin Wei. I really do miss them so much since the holidays started.Missed the days that we sat together and laughed like 3 crazay girls.So, we went to jusco with mum as our driver~ohh,how cool mum is.=]

As usual, we talked alot.Went to Padini for our first shopping place.Eyed on a tee,so I looked at the price tag.Then I opened my pursed, unfortunately, it a'int thick enough.And so,I had to bid bubye to that tee.Wallace got a dark blue tee with a " I'M JUST TIRED AND BORING OF MASELF" slogan,I do like it, but the size of that shirt is way too big for me.T__T.Then,we went to another shop.Tropicana Life I think...Amy tried on this pants,chin wei and me looked on some erm..shorts.And something happened inside the fitting room..shhshh.=)

Then, I stepped into Elianto to add more nail enamels to my collection.LOL, I tried on a bright pink, it was horrible..eww.At last ,I got a light blue( combination of blue and white) one.Yet, my nails are still black.Guess I would change it after Sunday.

We went into almost every shop for clothes.yippee,sure we did have fun^^~when your best girlfriends are all around you, you feel hyper.You feel like having fun.You feel greatful that they are beside you,doing things that all of you like to,and the next moment,you'll go way hyper than usual.

Vaadaaa,we hunted for xmas present for my xmas bbq party. Rolled into gifts shop and hunted for them.Spent around 45 minutes inside.blah blah blah..after rounds and rounds of choices,we finally got our own choice which we thought that our presie recipients would happy to receive from us.I got a Mr frosty.it's really cute cute and CUTE.Who got my presie on that day would be the most lucky people on xmas,hahaha.=)

Then lunch,shopping again.Wallace had a haircut and styled in Cutting Edgz~ohhh,how I love his new punk hairstyle~awww,love it love it.My hair is too long for now,I think I gotta layer it.this time a multi-layered one.

Mum drove us to Aunt beebee's house to pay her a visit.I'm glad to see her.I hugged her.She doesn't look that feeble anymore, so that's a good thing.=)~Brought her for dinner.Then,we went to another mall again.*tired*

Went back around 8pm.Checked my phone.Received texts from who else~LOL..don't feel like replying him.I don't know,sometimes I just hate him that much for being so annoying and noisy and blah~

The next day would be an all boys' day out,me, the only girl in them.I'm getting nervous with this,I don't know whether I can survive in their groups,I hope I will have fun~=]~wait for my post.

Death~Its so subtle.

Hi~
So this would be a yesterday's post.
Yesterday I followed mummy,pappy and wallace tagged along to Penang.My mood at that time was blah~~semi-conscious due to flu.But overall it was ok until the traffic started to go messy. Talked a lot yesterday,maybe I was too hyper..haha.This time,it wasn't a shopping trip loike we used to go,instead,we headed for Penang to visit grandma in Penang GH.Yah,she was admitted.

The scenes in that hospital freaked me out, i mean in a serious way.Look, I had never been into a super huge government hospital before except for this puny Kulim GH. LOL...yah ,as usual, the stinging medicine smell lingered around, but there, u could see all those serious patients, especially the bloody ones...and u need to wait for a freaking long time to queue for a few bottles of medicine.i hate to find words to describe there.Grandma was warded in ward 7.went in.That auntie opposite grandma's bed had just returned to God due to kidney failure.Grandma told me. come on, she was okay yesterday. I remained silent.

After seeing those, i think i gotta think twice of my future career, I dont know whether i can cope with these. Till now, i still couldn't accept the fact that that Auntie,is dead.It doesn't look that bad in private hospitals.I don't feel well,maybe its because of the fact that the auntie had passed away.There was this weird feeling that engulfed me the whole night.It's like something depressed,something dark and grey.

Had our dinner in Macalister Rd.LOL...the food there is TEMPTING~haha~my mood that time went okies, at least it went better ,partially it was because of the food,haha,I cant resist food.Then, on the way back, on the Penang Bridge, again, i saw another scene,which left my mum heartbroken. My mood switched back to emo again. What was going on to me.The bridge was jammed , there was an accident.we passed by, yep, another old feeble man, a motorcyclist, was knocked down by another red Iswara, Both of the vehicles were crushed into pieces, shattering evry parts of the steel and glass splinters on the road. There, a motionless old man,lying down on the road. Well, he is dead.It was messy....again, my mood turn worst.Why the heck the car driver knocked him down??The road was so wide.

I pitied him, what about his family, his children,his wife,of maybe his beloved granchildren? can u imagine how would they feel when they received the heart wrenching news that their close-ones had passed away in a car- crash?can they accept it? If I were in their shoes, I would have an emotion breakdown,maybe worse that that.

As I said up there,death,it is really subtle.U cant predict when it will happen to you,or maybe people around you.I am learning hard to accept death, in another way. Call me a freaking fragile, I don't care.I think death is horrible, very very horrible.one second you are alive, you wont know the next moment what condition you will be in.....so,Love life. Live to the fullest,cuz you wont know when u will be taken away by death. I learnt this.

Picto'sssssss..that day when sweet things happened~

Shen Swen and Me,playful one
everyone here~from left : shen swen, pei shan,chin wei,me, Amy, chuu xin =)~heart them
Sheldon and chuu xin
Sheldon and Amy~big smiles
so this is one of my fav girlfriends^^~other words,my super duper best friend,Amy
This is a cute one~muaxx,I will get one to replace the old one at home.>.<

hope you will enjoy these^^